Treasure what you have now.
3 years ago I felt the same immensity of pain, shock, worry, sadness and fear. Night after night I cried myself to sleep because I know that from then on life will be very much different. The family’s expenses will have to be controlled, my time spent at home will have to increase, my social life has to take the backseat, and many other things will have to be forsaken. Been there done...